One of those days…

Today I am having one of those days; 

I feel myself tearing up every now and then for no reason at all or for every reason… I’m just not sure. It’s definitely frustrating and confusing because I feel alright… But I am getting emotional without obvious cause.

I know I’m exhausted. I’m tired of crap. I’m stressed. I’m frustrated. I have a lot of things to do and they’re just piling up. But I’m not sure if these are the reason why I’m feeling the way that I’m feeling. I might have an Iron Deficiency at the moment and that could be the cause of my lack of energy and constant tiredness.

I also don’t want to do too much to the point that I run myself into the ground… But then when I think about that I start to worry and there are a lot of things that I worry about when I do start to worry. Continue reading “One of those days…”

3 Day Quote Challenge: Day 1

I have been nominated to take part in a 3 day quote challenge!

Thank you Life, love and bollocks for the nomination 🙂 -trying to keep me busy! 😉

I love reading your posts, they make me laugh, smile and encourages me to keep posting myself even if it is difficult for me to post as often as I would like. Your writing is brilliant and is one of my favourite blogs to read! I wish I could do the same for you and others with my own blog. 🙂


Rules;

  • Thank the person who nominated you.
  • Post a quote for 3 consecutive days. (1 quote for each day)
  • Share why this quote appeals so much to you.
  • Nominate 3 different bloggers for each day.

Continue reading “3 Day Quote Challenge: Day 1”

Wow what a week…

We had snow again surprisingly! Not as heavy as it had been a few weeks back but enough to lay and blanket everything.

This week hasn’t gone to planned really… I was hoping to get stuff done at home, complete what I needed to complete in my folder for college and make a start on my allotment. Continue reading “Wow what a week…”

A Baffling Experience *part 3*

***Warning: (Really long post) What you are about to read are true events that actually transpired over the days it specifies and in no way untrue. I will apologise for the length of this post and the things that were said on my part if it offends anyone.  Be warned it may be painful to read in terms of how boring or frustrating the conversations may be at times.  You may wish to bang your own head against a wall with how painfully  moronic  and draining some responses were… I would know as I felt like that trying to get through the responses myself… Hang in there this is the last part***


Part 3 – Written Off Recipient Continue reading “A Baffling Experience *part 3*”

A Baffling Experience *part 2*

***Warning: What you are about to read are true events that actually transpired over the days it specifies and in no way untrue. I will apologise for the length of this post but be warned it may be painful to read in terms of how boring or frustrating the conversations may be  at times.  You may wish to bang your own head against a wall with how painfully  moronic  and draining some responses were… I would know as I felt like that trying to get through the responses myself… Hang in there and you may see for yourself how baffling some people can actually be***


Part 2: A Lot Can Change In 10 Years Continue reading “A Baffling Experience *part 2*”

A Baffling Experience *part 1*

***Warning: What you are about to read are true events that actually transpired over the days it specifies and in no way untrue. I will apologise for the length of this post but be warned it may be painful to read in terms of how boring the conversations may be at times or you may wish to bang your own head against a wall with how painfully slow and draining going through this was… I would know I felt like that actually going through it myself… Hang in there and you may see for yourself how baffling some people can actually be***


Part 1 – Hello Stranger! Continue reading “A Baffling Experience *part 1*”

Petty? Me?

Not usually… But we all are at some point, aren’t we? No matter how hard we try not to be, we don’t want to lower ourselves to their level. But It happens. We get pushed to that point. We stop in our tracks and think… Ya know what? I’m not playing your little games. I’m not doing things your way. For once I am in control of the situation that you have put me in and now you have unleashed a side you will be shocked to be up against with.

That’s me these past few days but not to everyone of course. Just the ones who have participated in the releasing this part of me I didn’t think would come through so to speak. Continue reading “Petty? Me?”

Let the stress be over…

… Because I can’t take much more of these stress induced migraines!

After my last text to my sister  she didn’t  respond or turn up before the 3pm she had demanded so it felt like her little guilt trip story was just a load of BS really and just another day that she doesn’t turn up to and yet she still blames me for her not picking up the money.

She did however text me later that day: Continue reading “Let the stress be over…”

And it continues…

After I published my post last night I had a throbbing headache and went to bed… Woke up this morning to my 3 year old daughter throwing up and my headache has turned into a painful migraine… It’s awful and upsetting because she doesn’t understand what’s happening, she is in pain and can’t explain how she feels properly and is just sobbing and yet there I was trying to comfort her, clean her and the bed and making sure she is throwing up in a bucket but she fights it which makes it a very challenging thing to do…

She is clean and calm and laying down resting, I roll over and check my phone and I have another  two texts from my sister which was sent early hours…. Continue reading “And it continues…”